Monday, March 26, 2007

April to look forward to...

Nothing interesting recently except Vivian introduced me to Trace who started the magazine YOBE. It is a local (Sabahan) fashion magazine in Chinese.Has lots of potential to become a better magazine in time to come. The magazine is currently on hold for further improvements whilst Trace takes a trip down to Perth for a break and to re-evaluate the possibilities of the magazine.She also introduced me to an old friend of hers,Camuel,a guy who studied photography in San Jose, California.Thanks for introducing them to me Viv!

April.
MY best friend Saerah and Rina are going to make a trip back to KK to visit me!YAY!Can't wait!I have not seen Saerah for 1 1/2 yrs now.I can't wait to bring her around and show her the changes around KK.
Another exciting event is the possibility of a trip to Singapore with my mum.I have not set foot into Singapore for about 6yrs!A holiday away from home will be nice.

Oops....time's up!I'm in a cyber cafe... need to pick up my sister from tuition.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Bored but...

All the hype of February has died down.
Most of my friends are back to wherever they need to be right now(studies,jobs,etc..).
Festive season and other celebrations are over.
I just had a minor skin surgery(to extract this mole-like thing growing on my left arm near my pits) that does not allow me to do much!Stitches will come off this sat.Can't wait!restricted movement is a pain in the ass!!
I am totally clueless as to where to start with job hunting although I know where I would like to go.I'm not as independent or as confident/capable as I thought I was with the whole "I'll get round to it eventually!".This next big step to the 2nd part of my life is alot harder than I thought.Shit!
Miss my freedom of being alone, can't wait to have a life I can call my own again!This will come round when I do get a job!!
I am starting to get sensitive. I am beginning to feel the pressure from my parents that I am sitting around doing nothing. Wanting to stay home and watch TV feels like a crime.Why?My mum makes me feel guilty for wanting to stay home and do my own things!She has her way of expressing them.
I feel bored,yet I don't know how I would like to go about my life right now.Somebody gotta point me in a direction.Yes I know,start looking for a job....but....as I mentioned above,I am lost.May sound like a lame excuse but that is exactly how i feel....maybe I am anxious about this whole job situation, maybe I am just waiting for something to come along,maybe......
I don't know!
I don't know how I am feeling right now...
Do you understand how I feel?

Friday, March 02, 2007

Spa Treatment

I would like to say THANK YOU to my dearest friend RACHEL for bringing me to a wonderful Spa and Massage experience!It was wonderful and I really love it!I'd love to go with you again next time,IF I am still around!haha...This is still a 'I'll only go with a friend 'thing for me,and it has to be YOU!hehehe....It was real fun!Thanks again!