Thursday, June 28, 2007

Freedom?

I MISS MY FREEDOM!!!

sigh....i'm freakin' 24!!my parents still treats me like a 17yr old.They are questioning my bedtime and my waking time......????Wha....????exactly!!!I don't know if I'm just not perfect enough or am really lazy. It always seem to happen when I decide to wake up late and they happen to catch it!That's miniscule.There's always something to complaint about.Who am I going to vent to?NO one!!cos no one will understand!We all have different parents after all.Whoever thinks staying home without working is such heaven,THINK AGAIN!!!!In the case for those who has maid,driver,nanny,etc.....being bored might be torture.To ME,it is pure bliss!!I'm very much a home person,but in a situation like this,I like being away from home.And you know what's the funny thing?I seems to always get it from my parents.My sister get away easy.Just shrug it off or pretend she heard nothing.Being ELDEST sucks!!Everything goes on my shoulder.Whether I like it or not,I have to do it!sigh....Maybe I'm being selfish....maybe it is a sign of being unfillial....maybe I've been home too long.....Can you tell me what my problem is???sigh.....

I can't wait for my short holiday to Australia.Half holiday,half bringing my sister over to settle her down.See...being eldest and experienced means I have to postpone everything else and bring her over.Do you call that lucky?Maybe....at least I get to be away for awhile.Taste a little bit of freedom again.I can't wait!!!

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